Ill stand by you

If you really know me then you know I love lyrics to songs.I actually pay attention to what they say.I know what a shocker right.Well this song just goes with me i think......


Oh why you look so sad
The tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don’t be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I’ve seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you

So if you're mad get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide
I get angry too
Well I’m a lot like you

When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
Cause even if you're wrong

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you

And when, when the night falls on you, baby
You feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you

Oh I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you


First and foremost I a wife.Yes you herd right I am a wife first then mother,then a daughter,then a sister,then a a friend and so on.These priorities are the way I think it should be.Not that anyone is less important then my husband it is just how we work better together.I actually think that if alot more people really looked at their priorities and rearranged them then they might be a little more happier. When I think of this song I can think of each and every person in my life.I have so much passion for all of the people in my life.I use to think of this as a weak trait but at the moment I am feeling empowered.

There are trials in our life that can break us down but being able to admit those trails and bad times strengthens you I believe.I am fully aware that at any moment everything can just be taken from you.It is my mission to stand by everyone in my life.I am confidant and pleased with where I am in life at the present moment and just want to share all my love.


On a side note being layed back with the girls potty training has completely turned them around in just 2 days.They WANT to use the potty it is awesome.I know this is not the end that they will have set back but I am totally excited for them.We have 2 potty charts.On a smaller more frequent time frame we get to go to Chuckie Cheese then after 2 months watch out... DISNEYLAND in big girl panties here we come;)

Day One of the new me....(again)

So I keep telling myself "TODAY IS THE DAY" and im kinda getting sick of it.By this I mean today is the day..... I will start my diet(again),today is the day we will start potty training(again)...and so on.Im so sick of it.I feel like I let myself down everyday.I think I have come to realize that there is no one day you can change yourself.Everyday is a battle and you grow everyday.So what you had a bad day with food just pick it up the next day or even as you realize that you are eating bad stuff just STOP.Ya right I know its hard.

The last couple days I have been thinking alot about commitment and how you just want to give up because its easier.Of coarse it would be easier but would you be happy??I dont think I would be happy to start the whole process of dieting over or to have my kids grow up without me here in the home to help them grow and so on.I AM NOT GIVING UP.Sure we all have bad day(even weeks/years)but is it really worth it to just give up??

With this being said I am getting off the computer for the day and going to eat a nice healthy breakfast and continue on the road to potty training.